Friday, March 20, 2009

(Im)Perfect days..


Lying in the darkness of a room she could feel nothing only the awkward silence in the room , She started thinking of him .There is always solitude in darkness

When she landed in the airport she was so scared what if he don't find her in the sea of people , she repeated his mobile number many times , But when he recognized her ,her relief was by sinking into the bags,baggage and also into him.

When he ask her to wait for him until he returns from the ticket counter she waited in the same place where he left , though it is in the middle of the Pedestrian path. He made fun of her for tat, She still don't have idea why she did that.

When they are traveling in the bus she looked out the window, everything seems new to her but not him , she felt they both lived together some where ,some place longtime ago.Things were different but yet the same.

She liked the room they stayed, especially the bed .She said the bed is too small but he said good it is small ,You wont go away from me in the middle of the sleep .She loved him more, than she use to. That night she slept the best sleep, with the face in the curve of his neck. No night mares and dreams a kiss away.He kissed her even in the middle of the sleep.

Next day morning they don't remember how often they turn off the alarm and slept?,every time they turn off the alarm they came closer and closer ,found nooks and curves to hold each other .

She hold his hand wherever they go and so did he . She was standing too close to him in the cruise and she could feel his breath on her hair ,she squeezed his palm and lye on his shoulder . At that minute she remembered somewhere someone asking her about the perfect date,For her , this is her perfect date.

When the time came for her to leave she asked when would we meet again?. He took her in his arms and gave a tight hug , she felt that was the moment she was longing for .Her throat began to close and her eyes well up with water . The look that he gave , haunts her. But she know that it is the time for her to leave him.

Those days are like minutes now . Everything changed now, even he . she left a part of her behind somewhere out there. Maybe in one of the places they went … Maybe in one of the benches they sat. Maybe under the pillow , a little hidden.

And that part of her will always remain a void...

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good one.

But ask her to cheer up ;-)... The 2 days are 2mins today. And the 2mins will disappear someday ! Also, there are many others, if not him. So the void will be filled by someone else who deserves her...

Nice read :-).

Raz said...

wow! >:D< gal.. its beautifully written. you have an amazing talent it touches place deep inside my heart!

we shld chat real time. get my mail id from AB shahul hameed :)

cm chap said...

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Carpe Diem said...

@ Ersa Thanks ,hopefully she will fill it

@ Raz machi thanks..Ya we should chat

@ CM-Chap Thanks for dropping by. Ofcourse you can blogroll me :) . Keep visiting